Its a beautiful thing having a baby grow inside of you. A babies love is like no other and its unexplainable but grand. It's the most cherihed thing in my life at this point and I can't even imagine what its like to tumble and turn in a mothers tummy. Listening to every word in the outside world and not know just how precious they are. Looking down at that little bump puts a smile on my face and lifts my spirits high, knowing that I am helping them int he most important time in there life. Growth. Tobie James-Lee Johnson is my babies name, forever and always. He will always be my little squirt, no matter where he is int he world. I am proud to say adoption is the best for him, he will be loved on and nurtured in a way that I cannot acomplish at this time in my life. Deep down I know I would love him like no other but I also know that I would not be able to provide for him with everything that he needs. I want him to have a wonderful life full of joy and have things that he needs and wants. This will be the hardest decision I have ever made and i am so thankfull for the people surrounding me and helping throught this. From home, My mother has done so much I cannot process it all, also my dad has been there encouraging me and believing in me and lastly my grandmother has talked me through so much and explained the hard things. Around me now, is my Aunt who has been there when I need a hug and when I need to talk to face-to-face. Thankyou guys so much, Tobie will be so greatfull to know what you guys have done. With that said, I just want everyone to know choose life over anything else. Its hard but in the end it is the most precious thing and the most rewarding. Every kick and every flutter lets me know my decsion was right; Pro-Life: Tobie James-Lee Johnson. I love you.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
The Best Gift
Its a beautiful thing having a baby grow inside of you. A babies love is like no other and its unexplainable but grand. It's the most cherihed thing in my life at this point and I can't even imagine what its like to tumble and turn in a mothers tummy. Listening to every word in the outside world and not know just how precious they are. Looking down at that little bump puts a smile on my face and lifts my spirits high, knowing that I am helping them int he most important time in there life. Growth. Tobie James-Lee Johnson is my babies name, forever and always. He will always be my little squirt, no matter where he is int he world. I am proud to say adoption is the best for him, he will be loved on and nurtured in a way that I cannot acomplish at this time in my life. Deep down I know I would love him like no other but I also know that I would not be able to provide for him with everything that he needs. I want him to have a wonderful life full of joy and have things that he needs and wants. This will be the hardest decision I have ever made and i am so thankfull for the people surrounding me and helping throught this. From home, My mother has done so much I cannot process it all, also my dad has been there encouraging me and believing in me and lastly my grandmother has talked me through so much and explained the hard things. Around me now, is my Aunt who has been there when I need a hug and when I need to talk to face-to-face. Thankyou guys so much, Tobie will be so greatfull to know what you guys have done. With that said, I just want everyone to know choose life over anything else. Its hard but in the end it is the most precious thing and the most rewarding. Every kick and every flutter lets me know my decsion was right; Pro-Life: Tobie James-Lee Johnson. I love you.
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